Fresh Start Challenge Day 30: Then, Now, and Soon

Dear 15 year old self:

You really don't have it so bad. Sure you go to all girls school but it's not so bad I promise. We did good only inhaling once on the weed. Bad job on picking up smoking though. And eh on the drinking. It's not terrible like the smoking was on us.

Don't worry about the acne scars trust me there will be other scars to come that are far worse and way more embarrassing. I'm glad that you made it. And seriously grades don't make the person.


Dear me:

I know I give you a hard time on yourself all the time. But in order to be where we are now I had to be. We've come a long way in the past two years, got away from him, stop smoking, and got a better job. You have gotten over the miscarriage and the scariness of being alone. Now you are married, have a precious daughter and are building a new house. You exercise and attempt to eat right and you are finally hanging out with a good crowd.


Dear future me:

Well you have done the best you can. You've cried, screamed, and laughed. Don't stop dreaming and believing in things. Move on through life with the spirit of being 20 again. Yes you have fine lines and have babies and children that keep you from a nice clean house that was built 15 years ago but hey that's life. You wanted it like I want it. Lol just remember who to keep first and love Wayne with the rest of your heart.

Fresh Start Challenge Day 8: Who We Are

I rarely stress. Though I am not as laid back as +Carolina.

Wayne and I already have a house that is fully furnished and everything is perfect including two game rooms for him.

My past is finally gone. I only have to worry about memories.

My family is happy and so am I.

I have one heck of job. I do something I love, with people I love dearly.

So no I am not worrying about anything right now.

Sure Faith, my daughter just spent the night in the hospital but the good Lord made her better and we are home tonight.

Day 2: Where I Want to Be In 10 Years

One thing I want to stay the same no matter is my friends. I would go berserk without one of the Fab Five of  our group.  Just a year ago Hunter and Carolina got on my nerves so bad. Then we lived together a while in Seattle and things just clicked. 

I want to have my own children but who knows what God has planned for me in that department because I'm already a mom to precocious 3 year old. But eventually she needs a sibling.

I'll be married by then. I don't think we will move But he is a pastor so we may have to from time to time. I will always return home though.

I want to be as healthy as I am now. I would love to be running marathons and such. I want to someday do a triathlon but that maybe pushing my limits too much. But we will see how that goes. 

That's pretty much it for my 10 years.